"My World Vs. Real World"

កេីតមកខុសគេយកអាតាជំងឺដាក់ខ្លួនតាំងពីតូច ចេះរស់ដល់រាល់ថ្ញៃដឹងដេាយរបេៀបមេ៉ចទេ ពេលណាជាពេលបពា្ចប់ទៅ? I was born being weak, sick. But time makes me grow up, I believe spirit and will is stronger than my weak physically... but now i lost confident ... how long can i live??? what if ... I'M SORRY!

Last night before i slept, i read a few pages of the story of Khmer rough. He was convicted of having secret love with the one he loves, but at the time, the Ang Kar (Organization) didn't allow people get married by their decision. Therefore, he got killed because of TRUE LOVE. I realize that I am very useless and not patient. It's just exam and papers, I'm am complaining and complaining. Thus, I'm going to just do my best on the exam and paper though I am not really confident but so what? just give my best shot! Fighting

after having fresh shower, Fighting: Sleeplessness is coming back to me again m again... shit, i woke up late again! when i woke up, there were a batch of flower in front of my door, i wish :P (it's not my room :D haha )

I'm not the best of the best!!! sorry dad... But I've done the best, and this is the best for myself ^^

been searching for years, here is it. Delicate to my beloved one and only ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAQlf2c50tg&feature=related

Khmer kids are not FOR SALE T.T http://khmerization.blogspot.com/2010/11/video-clips-from-americas-most-wanted.html http://khmerization.blogspot.com/2010/11/americas-most-wanted-and-irish-cop-team.html

1. Bangkong Baonkas Banloe Pray Veal, and instrument is Sneng or buffalo horn. The music is very powerful. Khmer people believes this music to calm down any aggressive elephants when they Chos Preng (Male elephants are aggressive when they want to find other females). http://www.supashare.net/zump3njsai7x Master Yim Saing , and the instrument is buffalo horn. 2. Sorin Knong Phnom សូរិន ខ្នងភ្នំ, and instrument is lift. It makes all khmer people miss their motherland, esp. when they're far away. It might make people remind all old good and unforgettable memories, and wish to turn the time back. http://www.supashare.net/wq8fuqflhjcf **For more info you can check out this: http://www.cambodianlivingarts.org/about

H istory of C ambodia The Khmer or Angkor Civilization came into existence during the period from 802 to 1431 A.D. and stretched as far as the modern Thailand-Burma Border in the West and Wat Phou of Laos in the North during its peak. Its emergence lies in the fact that the ancient Khmer rulers adopted a right political doctrine of its time, which enforce the unity among people. Moreover, they had developed an intelligent irrigation system to control the water of the great Mekong River for agricultures, which enhanced its prosperity. The Khmer Civilization had long been perished over 5 centuries ago, but it left outstanding monuments such as the great Khmer temples of Angkor Wat and Bayon and numerous unique sculptures like Apsara. The word " Angkor " is derived Sanskrit, an ancient Indian language, of " Nagara " which means " City ". Angkor Wat literally means " City of Temple " and Angkor Thom " The Magnificent City ". No doubts, th

គេថាបរាជ័យជាមិត្តភក្តិរបស់អ្នក បុ៉ែន្ត

ពេលអត់ស្តាប់គ្រូ ខេាអាវកីឡា សង្សាខ្ញុំអត់ចូលចិត្តរូបទេ ប៉ុែន្តខ្ញុំចូលចិត្ត ហាហា!! សង្សាខ្ញុំចូលចិត្តរូបនេះ និងអាវនេះ ការតែងខ្លួនបែបថ្មី អាវគូ!!

On Sunday, I went shopping for real at this time :D even i was kind of sick but still forced myself to get out from my little room to see sunshine and shop because in next few weeks i will have super tough time writing my all 17,000 words of the paper research. I did bought a lot but too lazy to take photos of all items I know i wasted money again but it does helps me :P cutting out stress hahaha... My pale face! My little cute friend, offered me this photo :D

after i done my crap paper research, i do not feel good at all. I feel i am not belonged to here. i wonder why so far i could go through all these years since i'm so poor in English, and law knowledges. I just realize i am so damn rubbish... I made my boyfriend upset again!!! =( why i am so yab....

I sleep at 5am morning for several days to finish up for a research paper, 3500 words for my first time!!! @.@ now it's 98% done... that's how my situation is @.@ way to have lunch near my dorm a view at my dorm yard... ME damn old

IMG_8201 , originally uploaded by Kuji Xaya . អត់ដឹងកាលបានសាលាចប់ឆាប់ៗ និងទេៅដេីរលេងអេាយបាស់សក់ម្តង សូសូ

Been in room for two days which is 48hrs, done 50% of my work....Whew!!! យប់មិញគេងមេា៉ង៥ព្រឹក េលាកភែ្នកក្លាយជា Kongful Penda បាត់ ចឹងមានតាយប់នេះគេងឡូវ

I've just done half way of my presentation on this Thursday, ohhhh relief now! Had a good talk with my dorm-mates, classmates, and it's inspired me to finish my paper research. I feel I am giving the world another resolution. ខ្ងុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថា ពិភពលេាកពេារពេញទេៅេដាយអ្វីៗថ្មីជាច្រេីនដែលត្រូវរៀន និងរួមចំនែកស្ដាប្បនា។ យូរហូ =) so uncomfortable writing my Cambodian language but really hope i can improve faster!

ទឹកលិចនេៅភ្នំេពញ ែតខ្ងុំវិញទឹកលិចដល់ច្រមុះ ព្រេាះមានការងារសាលា ដល់២ នឹងកាលបរិចេ្ឆទគឺ អាទិត្យក្រេាយនេះឯង ១ ឥឡូវមានតែរៀនអត់ឈប់ទេ េគងតិច ២ អាន មិនចេះឈប់ ៣ ែក ហេីយ កែទៀត ៤ សង្ឃឹមថាអាចជាប់ចុះ េលាកអេីយ សូមទេាស អក្សរខែ្ង ខ្ងុំមិនទាន់ល្ផនេៅេឡីយ ខាងក្រេាមនេះគឺរូបភាពក្នុងបណ្ណាល័យ

I don't know where should i start from since i have too much to share. Well, there were not many friends to see me off since it was workday! But all-important people had shown up like my parents, sis, cousin, aunty, Bora, Pheng or Channa’s BF :D, Lo, Oun Sei, and my honey. I managed not to cry when I left to check in area because I want them to know that I’m going to be fine. Talking about my journey to HKU is ridiculous. I had 28kg of luggage and 12kg backpack with me while I decided to take bus to city. The bus driver was supper aggressive, and unreasonable. I don’t want to describe how cruel he did, whatever. I managed to find my dorm where I spent my first few days no pillow, no water, just nothing. However, Life was better after I knew a few friends after I start my class. We went to buy all pillow, blanket, and so on. Can’t count all those things here lolz. Academic life here is tough. I have about 2000 pages to read for one course; it brings back my experience of Jessup Moot

I will flight to Hong Kong tomorrow morning, and i will reach HKU at 4pm i think. i'm going to miss everyone, my family, my dearest friends, and my honey. This is just a short battle field; however, it's just the begining of my real journey of reaching my dream, bringing peace to the world and my country. I will write about my whole story of hunting scholarship. PS: i hope i won't cry tomorrow because I don't want to leave sadness for them. i should show them that i am strong, and confident to make them feel warm, and i will make my mission result good.

The batch :) He is writing an e-mail for me. The best shot i got :) i don't mean they are nice hahaha... this is my new glasses, how much is it? u never can get a right answer :D I was willing to finish this book but my stomach was screaming so loud:P