"My World Vs. Real World"

If you like someone, you express it even you know it might not work out or you might not get the answer you want to hear because tomorrow is not guaranteed. Maybe it might hurt you later if you follow your heart rather than your head. But, life is short and love is too beautiful not to express it. Love is the most beautiful thing in the world. So never regret for what you have done because you have followed your heart BUT with limits. Whoever has found the right one, you gotta hold on him/her, you gotta be patient and work it out till the end. Whoever hasn't found the one, it is okay to be a free soul. Maybe you are in love with yourself. He/she might has been the same thing as you... is with the wrong one :) Sometime it is okay to be not okay. Embrace yourself. Work harder. Improve your professional.   Focus on your dream :) Plan your trip. Read your books. Walk your dog. Date your parents and family.             ...

I used to be very cheerful no matter how things complicated happened to! I used to be very happy to be surrounded by my friends! I used to be super positive in everything around me! I used to be very energetic in whatever i do! I used to be very childish (not sure if i still the same :D ) I used to .... Why are there so many "use to" here? I think I learn from Kung Fu Panda 2 that 1. " if you want to win anything, you have find "inner peace" 2. It doesn't matter what in past you have gone through, it only matters what you are now, and what you have now :) original scrip "Your story may not have such a happy beginning, but that doesn’t make you who you are, it is the rest of your story, who you choose to be…" I should be thankful with whatever I have, I wouldn't wish to something that impossible to happen, instead love to improve things better.

Life = Dream Other day, I talked with a Ph.D lady about human rights matter. I found out that she has the same dream i used to have as well. She said she won't have a family or get married because we are too busy to save the world, this is really surprise me cuz i never thought there is anyone on the earth has this idea :D Guess what? We both got bf, and been in the PINK world . I discovered that reaching my dream doesn't mean I have to give up everything or even my Love, but we can pursue them together :D

showing parents of our photos in Siem Reab My beloved parents Family Family Family ^^ loy te? sunshine Rath Just me :) he is so cute :* our dinner before 2011 was awesome :) my favorite fried chicken ever

after i done my crap paper research, i do not feel good at all. I feel i am not belonged to here. i wonder why so far i could go through all these years since i'm so poor in English, and law knowledges. I just realize i am so damn rubbish... I made my boyfriend upset again!!! =( why i am so yab....

i already took one week off to be well prepare for the coming day of leaving everyone! I thought i could peacefully work on some reading but i cannot concentrate. I'm all alone at a net cafe again and again where i used to be very lonely reading and preparing scholarship, and same old feeling is coming back to me, it makes me so freaking scared of world of loneliness T.T I just want to show him that i strongly have commitment, not just giving him hard time but i am fail again and again i make everyone i love disappointed :( i am just little too stubborn. I only demand, and forget to care about other feeling! I don't want only a small argument ruins our happy time... i want to be a real adult! real responsible! and real woman!

You have no idea on how to read this? =D I got another batch of papers to refill!!! Geez, i'm not gonna sleep tonight @.O Though i'm damn tired, i'm still able to take some good shot! hehe

NGB+NBBs, Pagnawat's Farewell. He will go to Nagoya uni for 2,5 years. And the next farewell is mine for HKU yooohoo ^^ At airport to send my sis off to Malayasia, she will participate in the Youth program sth. Opp... what are they doing? Eak Eak nas lok po nak ming!!! :P Gloria Jean Coffee is owned by Australian, it's worldwide brand! it's nice, romantic, cool, free internet but it's quiet expensive! ;) it's okay for occasionally. We danced and had fun like there is no tomorrow, it was for my dearest sis BD ^^ it's my mum, we did the pinky promise with sth, ahh i myself can't remember! pinky glass :) My nephew was sick, i visited him and i feel like the hospital is full of patients... what kind of sickness these day!!! hmmm yab me isn't she cute?

Os Char Men Lok Krou! The party was totally awesome. Our best mates at canadia! Khun, ..., Morya, Rath(me) and D Dov! Khun won a Chinese Government Scholarship and he will leave same date with me. We have had enough discuss about scholarship hunting. Now we both got what we wanted :)

Any applications interested to apply now? there are very simple requirements: 1. first of all just introduce yourself to me 2. then send me your cv :) u're selected, i will contact you ^^

the book of First They Kill My Father the book has taught me sometime we have to leave things with unsay. and i also break the rule that saying goodbye you must not look back or u won't be able to move on. the more i read, the more guilty feeling i have! i think reading those books shall give more energy to fight more but now i am even down and down than before! i am all alone while everyone think my dream is so so stupid! i believe in sth people say it's stupid, and u're silly to be that way. i was born to see the beautiful world thru my eyes and later on thru my glasses! and i also was born to see people happy. but i myself can't make it so how can i make people around me happy, it's a lie! that's why at least i shouldn't hurt them i'd rather get hurt and carry the burden alone or my guilty will be with me forever and ever..

i have tried to hold back my breakdown emotional feeling from some of my failures, but i seem the evil minded take away my smile again...damn i write another yab post!!! SIGHT...

Time flies too fast, and i think i wish to have a wings to catch up with what i have to do in one day! now it's 12.39am I don't to rush to bed or i feel like i didn't have a productive day or I just live a life with no goal or IT'S JUST NOTHING! I am fighting for what? i am lost? or what is going on here!!! oh man...are you having those questions for yourself?????