"My World Vs. Real World"

i already took one week off to be well prepare for the coming day of leaving everyone! I thought i could peacefully work on some reading but i cannot concentrate. I'm all alone at a net cafe again and again where i used to be very lonely reading and preparing scholarship, and same old feeling is coming back to me, it makes me so freaking scared of world of loneliness T.T I just want to show him that i strongly have commitment, not just giving him hard time but i am fail again and again i make everyone i love disappointed :( i am just little too stubborn. I only demand, and forget to care about other feeling! I don't want only a small argument ruins our happy time... i want to be a real adult! real responsible! and real woman!

Eiyo! Time is flying again, and I need to buy the fastest wing to catch up with time or I wish to invent TIME MACHINE. I'm going to have a nice weekend with my babe again ^-* The Student Visa in Hong Kong needs 8 weeks to proceed, and now i haven't heard from them yet, what a tough situation! I am told that life in University of Hong Kong (HKU) is fabulous since there are tons of malls and food is very good. However, the Scholarship i received is not much so i guess i might spend all my saving money @.@ how can i survive? The one year course of my LLM is going to be very tough. There are two semesters; and one semester remain 4 courses! So there are ton papers works every day. I shouldn't mention about hard time here, i should plan well on my departure, courses that i will take, and on how i'm going to be top in class! I'm going to give myself the best shot…Go Rath! Of course i'm going to miss all my dudes =( my family and yes… my sweetie D Dov! but i hope they ...

The food is Khmer dishes with awesome taste, the environment is good cuz of cool rock music, Wifi speed is not too bad; and don't need to talk about price since it's 50% off :D What do u do there?-> Gathering with Friends, or do your work here thru wifi! ADD : #549, St.Kampucheakrom (218), Khan Toulkork, PP Phone: 855-11-968-918 Enjoy some of photos here:

Basically, today is my last day at work. I do not have much work, and I feel kinda weird! I think I am going to miss people and my desk. Actually, I haven’t packed my stuffs from office yet@.@ because I don’t know how to fit them in one box, I guess need three big boxes. All kids (my colleagues) organized a farewell gathering at Soray mall for me, how sweet! I do not know what else I should write about now. Goodbye everyone here! My only Male Friend =) That's how i look like today! sick sick i think... Group photo ^-* it was yesterday... waiting yaya's prince pick us up! YaYa my cute cute cute friend.

You have no idea on how to read this? =D I got another batch of papers to refill!!! Geez, i'm not gonna sleep tonight @.O Though i'm damn tired, i'm still able to take some good shot! hehe