Thursday, October 01, 2015

stay alive

i know being yourself is hard!
you have to swallow your principle, your pride, your dignity in order to remain yourself.
but this is very hard, difficult and don't know how long I keep holding on to that.
maybe just stay alive and go out there explore the world. 

Wednesday, September 09, 2015

What kind of bad day would happen to you?

One kind of my bad day look like,

I has been named as a clumsy girl for a long time ago.. pro since I was born lol
I did drop my d* phone in the toilet BUT it was clean water only :D
so my phone kinda works okay for now.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

Dead Project

Why do you want to invest in a dead project?
Such a waste of time and energy... right?
sometime our hearts are stronger than our brains!!! oh dear this is like "inside out" movie! sometime Enjoy speaks louder than Sadness.

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Like A Movie

sometime i see my life as a movie!

there is time like the action movie when i did my competition, on my duty or doing a presentation! it's funny that everyone thinks that they are the main actor and they doing their own film. 

there is time like you are in the comedy movie when you are with your close friends, having fun and laughing so hard, you just can't live without with your good friends who stand there when you need them to, stand there when the world turns back to her! sadly, people grow old and they forget leave you behind. 

there is time like you are in the romantic movie when you start to have the weird feeling toward a boy next door. you started to stare the boy from far far away, and somehow you wish the boy would come and talk to you silly. Later when you were 24yrs pissed with all study and competition, you wanted a love just a love just for the experiment. you learnt the hard lesson of being heartbroken for the first time! later on you start to have a the vaccinated heartbroken. 

I do like the happy ending movies....But, none of my movie ends with happy ending! 

Carey Mulligan - Let No Man Steal Your Thyme

Thursday, August 13, 2015

First Video - Failed Big Time


sometime by not telling is the way how to keep a dream alive!

Friday, August 07, 2015

Sun, Sea, Sand, Smile

For so many reasons I always want to go the beach not because I need to eat seafood, but to recharge my energy and soul.

many people might not like the salty smell, and I'm weird enough to like it

Fresh Air
Sticky air not the very famous thing to be at beach but I love it :D

being tan is not cool at all for most Asian but I love my tan skin and I will look like Nak Sre(farming people) who cares?

my family and my Cambodian friends would think I'm crazy if I lay down under the sun or sunbathing...

a lot people would laugh and smile when they are with their love once so do I! I might not be with people I wish they were here with but being with myself and own self is good enough. I feel I can bring my breaking pieces into one soul again.

Enjoy selfies

so proud of my green hair

my colleague

our big smiles ^^

maybe my first bikini pic :/ don't judge

my big smile

too bad the save life guards are not as hot as in the movie...

sometime I need to laugh out loud :)



the private beach

the coconut garden

didn't stay there lol... but the bungalows are nice

the bar is just so nice!

the food... don't need to mention you can see how good they are...