how to sneak out from your house?

Mekong Quilt

This is very unbelievable true story. My friend and I went around some fancy and European style shops(window shopping ~.~) behind the Royal Palace. Accidentally, we saw a grand opening shop so we decided to stop by if they let us without invitation. Yes, we got in. Unexpectedly, we got free food too.

The most excited moment came, there was a lucky draw. I told my friend that we would just ignore the lucky draw part because we both in our whole life never win even once. Suddenly, they announce his name. A few minutes later, I heard my name, and i thought to myself that was i dreaming? geez, i won a prize yayaya.... So we ended buying some stuffs at shop,and plus some gift ^^ what a lucky day.

The next day. Another friend called me if i wanted to sneak out for a clubbing, and i said yes why not. I really don't know how to get visa from my parents (permission), but we decided to sneak out successfully :p not gonna tell detail how lolz. But u might get some ideas from Google.

The best part is dancing like the world end. We all love dancing, shouting, jumping, but not interested in drinking -.-  I would rate it as number one since i came back from hk. I have to tell u guys that i love dancing more than anything in the world.lolz

After had a drink at one of a fancy hotels in Cambodia, Le Raffle, we had dinner at La Khmer food village. The next round was at Saint Tropess... then pontoon... not much to tell, unless u ask me -.-

okay let me stop here then. :P


H&M - so me

Cute cafe - Bloom

I'm sitting at a cute cafe shop while thinking of life what to do next, how to plan, how to backup bla bla bla. This actually feels great, quiet, peaceful, relax.

In life, there is always up and down, depending on how to reach your goal. Sometime, your goal is too high, and when you can't make it, u get depress. Here doesn't mean that you have to set your goal lower, but you just have to do your best in every goal you set, and that's it. If you can't make it, you have to tell yourself that you done your best.

Sometime i strike too much, too hash, and too short. Maybe, i should slower down a little bit in things that i expected. Instead, I should be more productive at work, extra work, extra activity, extra exercise ( devil laugh ^.^)

I know that i'm not perfect, nor good person in the eyes of --- but i will try to make up and will try to forgive myself for negative guilty i have, and move on with life, work, and reach my goals.

I haven't forgotten my dream anyway.


nothing is certain in life! it seems to be easy to say but its never easy to do! I think I should strike even harder that things around me! anyway, i will fight till the end of d world!  :)



There are many reasons, why i like blogging, photoing! one of them is being forgotten...

Just in case, some day, suddenly i disappear... i hope people still remember me... and still remember my face!!! then i won't be forgotten... 



as long as i could remain my smile, all bad things will turn good~.~

sigh or no sigh!


"Lost Love"

A few friends and I watched the "Lost Love" at Cineplesx. During the first few minutes, i really got annoyed by a group of unbelievable girls that kept talking loud while they are watching a very sad movie based on true story of the film maker. And, all my friends none cried while i cried my eyes off. However, i have to accept that everyone is different, I can't force people to be like me. 

I have involved a lot regarding Genocide, killing field, year zero, and whatsoever its called. I read some of those confession letter of S21 Prisoners, it was like killing my heart, i couldn't believe that could happen around Cambodia for 3 years 8 months and 20 days, while the whole world left us behind.

"I was evicted a rural village, and i was addressed as a new people from PP. Most people who had been staying with me in that village, were destroyed because they are educated people because they didn't burn their diploma certificate, and Angkar found it so they got killed. I tried my best to follow Angkar, and worked hard that's why i can live till today."

My Mum:
"Even I was  based people at the village, we still got killed one by one. I kept poison and a knife with me . Whenever it were my turn, i would run to the forest, and suicide. Luckily, i am still alive"--- mum, i couldn't bear listening her story, it kills me so much.

I am sad because i don't know how to... i think questions full in my head will lead me to go wherever i am trying to do.