1/31/08

After exam!









A massive desk as usual!

It's Art University! i think it was my first time i've been there.

I made it, how do u think?wanna try?

At Night Market at the river side with Solia, classmate at psychology's class!

1/25/08

Is it it?


25,01,2008 12:01am

I didn’t desire what people say to me like you’re young but you achieve such a big things, which most people wish it but I don’t. I really don’t like the word “ambition” because it seems to me like being a really selfish person; however, I would rather use a word “heart” it means that just follow what your heart says to you, and go for it though there are so many obstacles.

I know that what I am doing there is no one going to understand but I just stand strong go for it. I know it’s really hard being walking alone in black world. It’s like walking in jungle alone to fine a old royal. I don’t even know how my life is going to be or I might not be able to live longer like other simple people. Example Ms. Butto who is a former president was died in suicide boom, will I?

For example, like in some movies people who are scarify themselves to do something in the end most of them they die but what they want all become true.

It’s always complicated even me somehow I couldn’t understand what my mind is thinking about.

What should I do next? I wish I could find s.o to listen what my problem(secret) are!

1/16/08

How can i survive?



Sunday till now, i have been sick, headace, tired, sleepy, and catch a cold very badly. Yesterday, i tried to finish an assignment, it was a final exam i forced to so much to finish it. Luckily, i did it!!!

I really hate going to public pharmacy to tell pharmacist that i'm headache, catch a cold bla bla...sometimes you feel better but sometimes it's worst. However, I don't trust Cambodia doctor or public clinic because it does not help u a lot. They don't really know what exactly symptoms are. So I don't have so many choices besides randomly take any medinices which i have tried before; and i can recover.

I've took many different medicines(more than 20 peels), but it doesn't help much cuz i'm still headache so much. Still have a thousan works undone!!!

How can i survive?

1/14/08

Confusions and self-identification!

Janjury 12, 2008 11:33PM

Today I got up so late, 10:30am. I dreamed a lot about something, it’s kind of stupid or like a movie. In my dream I met a bad guy who killed a lot people but he loves me. I begs him not to kill people but he doesn’t listen to me, and then I faints, oh my god though he is a bad guy but he takes care of me by taking me next to him when I was fainting. During that time I am so comfortable, nice, and do not want to wake up. Unfortunately, in the reality I really wanted to urinate (pipi) I tried not to wake up but I had to. After that I tried to go back to my dream but I couldn’t. What next is I dreamed about (...)! It’s funny because in my dream we were in a trip again.

Today I watched about 4 or 5 movies for almost whole day. I was so headache, and couldn’t do or concentrate do any at all besides sleep and watching movie. I realize something I should know and accept. Like about love, I should not try to make people I like to like me back because it doesn’t work. Ok! Well done Rath 

Watch out little girl!

Jan, 13 2008 12:12am

When I feel down, the evil mind comes to blame me again and again that I shouldn’t have done something like this or like that. I try not to listen to them but somehow I couldn’t because I’m so weak. Vathana is right that sometimes we are not strong all the time we have to need a person you can trust and lay on that is your prince. I am waiting my prince so long but I cannot find him till nowadays. I’m really afraid of wrong decision of having boyfriend who is not my real prince because most people like me I feel that they are not my real prince. I don’t know if I can find or not because my dream or what I want is seem to be really difficult to have boyfriend or husband, and I also ask myself that if I want my dream I might loss to find my prince I say yes I can scarify to do so, so? Do I loss him? Could I find him? Does he like me if we meet? Oh, I feel that I’m not going to get him.

Do I look like a dreamer? Isn’t it like a movie sometimes if I can meet my prince by randomly? I don’t know too, I just hope that would be happen someday. Just keep move on, keep your hope, keep your smiling, and keep fighting to make your dream come true. Or I might meet my prince someday.




Jan, 14 2008 12:12am

I don’t exactly know what I’m doing between my dream and my love. I’m confusing so much. I like the movie call “V for delegate (I’m not sure)” this is a kind of movie which is about war, politic, psychology, emphasize, and love. I do like it but I’m curious who the actor of “V” is. I’ll find out later when the internet is connected.

“To be brave to the real world” is like a good slang that I have learnt today. Just keep moving on your steps and look straight to the world. I know there are some or a lot people have been thinking like me but some of them give up because they are afraid of failure or they are not strong enough to find out the real thing just what I am doing. I know I’m not one of them the coward but I’m really patient to get what I want.

Move on, Rath!

1/6/08

The Way of Life work!

I don't where to start first because day after day there are a lot of sad and happy things have happened to me; I cry and try so hard to smile to the world. I really don’t know what to do exactly; it seems I’m losing myself in the huge world. My dream is seemed to be so hard to get because there are so so so many walls in front of me; and I have to sacrifice a lot; a lot of my time I spend to search and plan so many things how to find a way to reach my dream. I DON’T REALLY HOPE SOMEONE CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I’M SAYING, anyway sorry about that.

It's me who like taking pic of myslf ;)

Final i decided to buy iPod Classic 80GB

So Cute :")

Goodbye Nathalie/Twin.Sister/Inter'l Rath :( i'm going to miss you so much!

Self-taking pic with sister at airpot!!!

Indian Food is my favorit. Dinner with Lino and po vanarith and his family!!!

Happy Birthday to Vathana :') Psychology class!

Wanna try some?



New Year Celebration!
At kep with Lino family

Goodbye u all:(

My farewell ;)


Is it funny?

me, mum, and Bong Srey

A reall sweet couple......J/K

National Rath and International Rath/Nathalie

Funny Pic ;")

Bride and Groom

With Mum!

My cousin Wedding; Zach and Nath also joined us ;')