Is there any invisible blanket from Harry Potter? Can i borrow one? I'm done with human being for now :D


Deepwater Horizon Movie!

Some movies actually really powerful to wake the f* yourself up from your comfort zone and to think about your life! Deepwater Movie is definitely one of these. If you want to know what I am going to talking about, you should watch it or at least watch the trailer below. What I myself observed and learnt from the movies are as follows:

Some jobs are tremendously important to ensure the safety of other people. Small mistakes could cause death of others. Like in this case, the cement  company didn't do their job properly in which contributed the cause of the oil explosion. As the result it killed 19 people and million of creatures in the sea and more.

Oil companies are billion dollars business so everything is all about saving and making more money. The guy from the oil company forced people to make a stupid decision in order to make money quick. The cement underground near the oil pipe was leaking so the decision of ducking deeper in ocean in order to find oil was stupid enough to cause the explosion.

Who is going to responsible for such huge disaster? The company is an entity so it can't be jailed. Is there is any personal liability on the guy from the oil company in laws of USA? How about the Risk Assessment???

I really hate this society now! everything is all about materialistice, pride, social status, good job.... and MONEY. Do they know they only have one life and it's short? When they die they won't get anything with them?

Instead, people will do anything including killing the mother of nature just to have all of these. Sorry people (including my parents), I'm different and I will be not one of them.


Get a Husband!!!!

Go and get yourself a husband asap!!! you're 30 yrs and if you don't find a husband now, u will never have one! you will die alone and will live by yourself for the rest of your life!!! 
(That's my parents keep yelling at me.)

I will make sure you will get a husband! you can't just live your life like that!
(My best friend.)

Come on la, find a man to get married and settle down. Stop having fun and have a real life like everyone else, you're not young any more.
(My good friends that occasionally I meet.)

Get a big bf so you won't travel alone! He will take care of you! Like if you had a big bf, the taxi driver in VN wouldn't have tried to rip you off and almost hit you in the face! 
(My foreign friend!)

When is your big day? Come on la .. Don't lie! let us know when your wedding is - I was like!!! Never - Then they go on and on... come on everyone is married and have a life... - I don't care!!! 
(My friends i have never met in real life again and who i happened to talk to through social media and friends i haven't met for 10 years at wedding receptions.)

Come on!!! life is so beautiful and life is not always about love people! 
(My single friends who are in the same boat.)

Man! your thinking is like a man! how come? get a bf and get married la!
(My Indonesian friend who visited me recently. It's a he and he got a gf lol!)

I promised myself to lock my heart for 2 years and it's been 1 year and half now! but i am already very comfortable being by myself. So the idea of having a relationship makes me freak out. My best friend had been in at least 20 relationships before she got married, and I've never seen her cry not even once! 

ME? When Lucky (my kinda first dog)  died when i was about 7 yrs i cried my eyes off for months and i prayed at his grave for weeks...that's why my mum never gets us another dog. So basically, i'm an emotional freaking girl who can't get over anything. It is almost impossible! that's why i'm scared of LOVE. I only had my first love when i was 23 or 24 yrs i think for only a month but it hunted me for 2 years at least! so my whole life only has been in relationship for 3 times only... i might punch or kick those guys who flirt me! By that i mean i run away lol!!!

For now, i am not scared of anything at ALL. Maybe, i will not scare of LOVE too.


A Broken Glass

Today is my second time I cooked at my sister house. As always, i am a clumsy and forgetful girl i broke a glass stood next to me, and i got cut :( I didn't know that until I saw blood in my hands. I was a bit shaking but I had to clean the small pieces of the glasses before someone else could possibly get injure as well.

This is my second time to see a lot of my blood in my own hands. The first time i was cutting the hardest sausage which was kept in the freight for months and i got a big cut on my finger. It was so much blood when i was in the middle of night in my uni in hk. I didn't have first aid or anything with me. So I got one hand left to google around, " How to stop blood at home". i was told to use tea bag to stick on the wound. Voila it stop :) The next day I went to buy medicine.

But this time its funny i got cut on my butt!!! don't know if i can sit working properly tomorrow :/


 I can't eat whatever and as much as before I want :(
(This photo is so random i know, it was in Myanmar... as a lost kid)
My older sis went to have the blood test, and i was tagged along! She insisted me to get my blood checked, so did I! It came out that her health is better than mine... And I have too many virus in my body. Such an unhealthy little girl as usual.

(i) I have virus in my blood which mean I have been eaten a lot unhealthy and unclean food :/
(ii) High cholesterol because I ate too much fat meat :( Doc suggested that i should only eat vegi for now wth!!!! T.T
(iii) Weak liver... So the doc was like do you drink a lot? do you smoke a lot?????????? i was like.... what the heck... i can't do any of that... maybe i took too much stomach pills :(


The Price of Changes!

Now i have to talk about the price of the changes i have become so far! I have spent less than before but i still i cannot afford to live by myself outside from my parents' house. So by this month, i move out from my cozy and lovely condo near my old house. This is very very very sad and i am so emotional right, but this is one of the price of changes!

Look at the bright side, i have the money to buy a tiny unit but this is not the right time yet! So it's okay to move back home. Maybe i need to take care of my old parents and my son (Aldo, a husky). 


"Before We Go"

During my family trip i happened to re-watch this movie again, "Before We Go". Where there was a girl who got her bag stolen in NY. Randomly, she met this saxophone guy who is the street performer. He offered help but she kept denying it. Until, she doesn't have choice but to ask him for help.

Then they spent 2 days together which made them become good friend or even more. The girl actually wanted to divorce her husband but after so much thinking she decided not to do it. The guy basically just was trying to comfort her the whole 2 days. In the end, the girl went back home and the guy ended up getting hurt.

My point is how come people could like other human being this fast with so much in common and chemistry! but always one of them decided to leave!

Maybe that's life!