"My World Vs. Real World"

you can give up anything, but never give up hope????? I never give up!!! I never let things go easily!!! I'm never been hopeless!!!  there is no impossible in my dictionary!!! BUT Suddenly, i am very hopeless, and i can see the end already, but for now only how i can end it!!! it's scared me to dead, and i couldn't share this to anyone .... i'm so scared and i couldn't find s.o to comfort my feeling. What IF there is no tomorrow? What IF is no .... ? What IF ? how i am going through this alone? this is pity!!! i'm scared...