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i do want myself to be happy as i was but now i feel i'm old and abit stupid as before!!! Sna i really miss you guys... the reason i'm sad because there are so many friends left me here, and i know already that it's pretty hard to meet them again. On the day Channa left, i did cried like a young kid. then when i was back to work there was a farewell party again so i couldn't stop my tear..ah i'm so ashame that i did cried in front a lot people... they said that i'm really like a young kid...but actually i do..i'm a young kid... Yesterday, i cried again cuz my good friend in ECCC is gone to his country, Scotland. I'll never ever meet him again like u. What i really like him as you is that he and his brother(long story about his brother or his family) said to me " Rath have to keep fighting" yes i do want to do so but sometimes i'm just so weak and i don't want to continue any more. And i don't even know what life would be... and some...
