5/1/09

Time is running out for me!

What should i really write about? i don't know!! i just don't know...

I hate to regret of something, but now i have too much thing to regret about.
-I couldn't go to my dream job because of my family condition T-T
-I couldn't understand why my best friend got mad at me and never forgive me =(
-I couldn't love people i like!
-I couldn't do what i really want because of .......
-Finally, I couldn't be myself!

What am i doing exactly? am I really that useless...
I wish my diary could talk back to me....

9 comments:

Daravuth said...

Getting one and losing another always happen in the real life. No one can satisfy all people around. You please this one, it doesn't mean you could make everyone happy. Everything takes time. Longer or sooner, it'll come. That one is not ur best friend. The best friend is the one who understands profoundly his friend's mind. You could love people you like but you have many people who like you; your family etc. As i said, it needs time. This time you couldn't do what you really want so as soon as the obstacles are got rid of then you'll be able to do what you really wanna do. Finally, you are still yourself, Rath. Try to think the achievement you have accomplished so far. That absolutely make know to know that you're still yourself.

When you get stress, you always don't know what exactly you are doing. Just get some rests.. The new day will tell you what you should do tomorrow and after all....

SaigonNezumi(Kevin) said...

How about telling us a story about how a young woman in Cambodia trying to reach her goal. In this story explain how this one young woman is actually very lucky and successful but she does not realize it yet.

Life is full of obstacles you must overcome. Many times, a person creates their own obstacles so they should not be difficult to overcome.

Everything happens for a reason :-)

gäãra-dě-sañd said...

dun be so emotional, will u? dun put too much constraint on urself.. just do what u feel good to do it.. it's ur life after all.. can't help getting influenced from other, but can't let them draw the path for u too.. cheer up!!

Paris Hilton said...

Hi, How are you?

k@nh@ said...

People have their up and down time. I hope you can solve the problems that you are having. Be strong and try to be yourself, if you think it's doable! You can always discuss with us.

LPP said...

This too, will pass :)

Love,

K.Knila said...

Oh dear, you can still be yourself whenver you want and wherever you want. Don't get hopeless. That your best friend is mad at you doesn't mean you can't be yourself. Stay calm and try to settle the differences between you and your friends. That you can't love people you like is nto your fault. This is complex nature that you need to slowly find out. Whatever or however people don't love you, that you love yourself and are yourself is the best of all, you know.

Kounila

GB said...

You are not useless, my girl. You are smart, talented and kind hearted. You have accomplished many good things while not many people at your ages can do.

Sadness is what we as human will always have to face n fight but don't let it fail you, don't give up. There is alw. a solution.

You'll be alrite, it's about time. Relax and think over it again, you will see da way out.

Love you,

P.S: kinda talk alot, sorry :)

mara2go said...

Just my view, Rath,I am only 50% convinced that you couldn't be myself.

'Are you useless?' It is a conventient truth to say "Rath, YOU ARE A USEFUL SEED".

Love yourself and move on...