"My World Vs. Real World"

For a big while I have blocked my blog because there was a long story which I cannot tell, it’s kind of confidential work. I start to write my blog again because I want to have good connection with people who are from a part of the world to share ideas, life, and learn any new experiences. During my break time, I have spent five months in the Office of Co-Prosecutors of the ECCC(Extraordinary Chambers in the Courts of Cambodia = Khmer Rouge Tribunal) as an intern. I have been so busy and really excited what I have been working. I worked with both international and national people, which gives me a lot good experiences. First week I worked at the ECCC, we all just were so happy that we got an internship at the court till we forgot what the obstacles were. All four national interns including me were innocence people who did not know anything. So I got an idea what shall we do to make other people to know that we are useful and can help them as they were unaspectable or unbelievable. I ma...

1. Conference: about the ECCC: a. Topic: i. The process of the ECCC. ii. Why does it take so long? iii. “what are advantages of the ECCC” iv. “Why a new Cambodia generation is not interested in the process of the ECCC” or “Why do not they care about History of the Khmer Rouge Regime which killed Cambodian more than two millions” v. … 2. What I have to do: a. Search: i. Some presentation about the ECCC ii. Ready any documents which are related to the ECCC iii. Make some questionnaires, 1. How do you feel about the ECCC a. Advantages/ Disadvantages 2. How do you think of the ECCC?... 3. Set the date, place, participations, time, and presenters: a. Date: b. Place: c. Participation: d. Time: e. Presenters: f. Assistant: Right now I’m sitting in the Lucky7 which is in front the Phnom Penh Center. I’m lucky that nobody really cares what I am doing. I try not to care about environment around me but I still care sometimes. Anyway, I try to be like Jon, Zach, and Neha who are not afraid of anyt...

Nearirath Sreng to ECCC, me show details Nov 13 (1 day ago) Dear all, It’s really sad that today is my last day; even I don’t want to leave but it’s time for me to go. To work at the tribunal is my dream. Before I came here, I never thought I could have such a really good opportunity to be an intern at the ECCC. I did found out a lot how to get here; finally I got it as an intern. I’m extremely appreciated it because I am Cambodia I can contribute to the court to find justice for Cambodian people and especially victims of DK regime. However, it’s really excellent experiences I ever have. I have learned a lot about legal work, labor workJ; and especially learn more about differences culture. Afterward, I will go back to school, but I’ll finish so soon. Then it’s time to seek a real job! Meanwhile, I apply scholarship for Master degree in oversea, or another internship at any law firm, and esp. international court. On behalf of Cambodia, I would like to thank to all peo...

3.54pm it seems like it was 6pm!!!! Lazy as usual! I’m really bored with the Casemap, nothing new to do besides Casemap and Zylab! But what make want to work are: 1. I’ll finish my internship soon November 12, 2. I’ll not be able come to the court any more 3. I’ll not be able see people, staff and intern, in the court 4. I’ll be lonely and missing all of them so much. 5. I’ll be a part world from them 6. I’ll be a simple student, small girl, small young lazy again 7. I’ll be YAB Since I’m at the court, I can say that I really improve a lot: 1. I realize that communication is really important in life, work and in daily life. 2. I realize that I’m good, a little bit smart, flexible, when I work 3. I know how to success in work/ but I’m a bit lazy. 4. I did hang out a lot with foreigner interns, I really like them 5. I know a lot good people both Khmer or Baran 6... CYRING

i do want myself to be happy as i was but now i feel i'm old and abit stupid as before!!! Sna i really miss you guys... the reason i'm sad because there are so many friends left me here, and i know already that it's pretty hard to meet them again. On the day Channa left, i did cried like a young kid. then when i was back to work there was a farewell party again so i couldn't stop my tear..ah i'm so ashame that i did cried in front a lot people... they said that i'm really like a young kid...but actually i do..i'm a young kid... Yesterday, i cried again cuz my good friend in ECCC is gone to his country, Scotland. I'll never ever meet him again like u. What i really like him as you is that he and his brother(long story about his brother or his family) said to me " Rath have to keep fighting" yes i do want to do so but sometimes i'm just so weak and i don't want to continue any more. And i don't even know what life would be... and some...

Me and Patricia!!! Patricia, Neha, mE, and Anees! Ah...!!! we're Po and 'Kmóuy te ;) Me and Tom.... Jon, mE, and Po Vannarith Me and Zach Sovanna, Po Vannarith, and mE! Srey ot sar art, Nig Srey sar art!!!!.....lolzzz Lop...Lop style....hahhaha [no worry cuz my foreignors fri. can't read it] Tom, Thom, Thomas, Thomas Park

Tom who is a big guy and a friendly intern already left to US since before yesterday! I know he is not so happy to leave Cambodia that's why he promised us that he will come back again with his girlfriend...cool!!!! Anyway, i don't know why i always feel complicated as usuall!!! I wish I could make my thinking like a computer so i can control my mind to stop thinking any stupid things from my head. This whole week I have training with a famous people from Hague. They are judges. Yes!! It’s really good opportunity to join this training but I just cannot understand the whole topic since I never study or know about any Inter’l criminal law or Genocide before so what they are talking about is Introductory Submission with these law or how these law apply to IS. Sovanna and I are completely difference from other inter’l interns because all of them already studied these kind of laws since first year of law school or some of them like Neha already studied these laws three or four times...

These days i am very sad. I will lose my good friends both old and new friends. One of my NBG(Naughty Girl Band) will leave here to US on Sunday, two more will go to Japan, and more and more will leave me too. I'm really unhappy when i heard that one of my friends failed scholarship and another one passed. I wish both of them would pass it then there would be nothing gonna happen like this. Sorry i can't say all about it because it's all about confidential. One inter' intern will leave the trail tomorrow too. Oh!!! god,,, what happen to me now? i'm really missing the time we all were together... I am planing to apply scholarship abroad so i would have a good job with a good salary then i can visit them in their country!!! One inter' legal consultant of OCP said to me that you must apply scholarship to only top world university, and he will help anything I want like writing reference. I am so happy that now a lot people encourage me, and help me. I’m planning to ...

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me(Kh), Brianne(US), and Neha(India+study in UK) last day for Sala....miss u;( hahahah... HANDSSSSSSS(7S=7PP) in the shadow!!!! Chuie!!!!it is yummy???? hahah me and sister...Soure&Chan2 Oum wak Er!!! 3 gangsters in TTP. LOVE!!! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!! Second Chanthou's BD....with most best friends...Thea,Cheat,Den,Soure,Channa,Phea,me,Chan2 First time, my name was an article on Rasmey Kumpuchea...lolzzz On the day we've discuss about our project to help high school student to choose the right choice of field for their future! we've knew each other about 7 years already...hope it'll be last long :) Chanthou's Birthday on the same day to Vincent's BD...07.07.07 Vincent's Birthday...do u know wat i gave him for his BD....hahah mix fruit..banana, bla bla.. it's me and Sovanna...another national intern don't look at me or i'll shot u.....lolzzz it's my style...unique ah it was on Sunday at Tribunal...cuz IS was limited time so ...