I have grown up surrounding with a big family and a lot of friends. I do love surrounding myself with people as much as a husky (dog).
I do value my friends as much as my lovers but I think I am kinda born in a wrong box where society does not value open minded people and very conservative.
I get attached to things, memory, people, and friends so much. So what I'm scared the most is being FORGOTTEN. However, friendship or lover is needed two so if i hold on alone, there is no use. Plus, i respect people choice if they want to stay away or stay silence i have to accept it.
learning to be alone.