"My World Vs. Real World"

My mum seemed to be not so happy to let me go to VN with only girls like this. And my dad did blamed me a lot about this. He said that there would be rarely Vietnamese could speak English; the city is really big so you would lost way bla bla… I started thinking about it how serous it was! However, I still decided to go ;) I didn’t get enough sleep since I was afraid that I might get up late. At 6:00am I got up and I left home to bus station at 8:00am. Brianne, Neha, and I had only 15mn to have breakfast so we decided to have only a cup of coffee with fresh milk because we had to come before 15mn to check our passport and visa. The bus departed from Phnom Penh at 8:31am. When the bus left, I started feel a bit nervous since I’ve had never had been outside country, it was my first time ever to start my other trip in future. It was opposite from what I thought because it was not that serous like my parents and my friends told me since I got a appropriate hotel to stay and we did had a gre...

Finally, i am now in Ho Chi Ming, VN. The trip is fine. what about tomorrow? i don't know yet. Let's see if i can take alot pictures or not since the security is not really safe here, i mean hmm... whatever. Good Luck, though there r not so many pp don 't 1 know. Ah i can't write so long cuz: 1. Damd internet, 2. my eyes, contact lend is so dry.... others pp r looking wat i'm writing. Let's go!!!

Stuffs for Traveling to VN: 1. Important thing: a. Passport b. Visa c. Bus Ticket d. Money ;) 2. Clothes: a. 3 set of clothes b. 2 shoes c. 3 Srom legs d. 2 hats e. 2 Coats 3. Food: a. Mi 3 pocks b. Snacks 4. Medicine: a. Kinal b. Cabolevure c. Smecta Schedule: First day, July 27, 2007 6:00am: Get up and prepare to travel 6:50am: Leave home to pick Brienne and Neha 7:30am: Ready to be bus station 8:00am: Let’s go to Ho Chi Ning, VN 12:00pm: Have lunch somewhere on the way to VN 2:00pm: Get ready to be Ho Chi Ning 2:30pm: Looking for a hotel 3:00pm-: Let’s see how nice Ho Chi Ning is!! Second day and the day back to PP I’m not sure where to go or what to do yet. Let see ;) Nearirath, July, 26, 2007 9:36am

me and Virginie me and Alex Bailon=Bayon =Bong Mea Nop Brother number one, Robert, pointed to me(er....V style again)...hmmm Then I put its down ;) however i still look good witout V! The first party with friends of law shool we took TOK TOK to another party it's second party== me, Monique, and Bong Bailon haha... it's my style te...;) it's the last party ==Ah!!! look funny ;) ahahah very very happy for last day of Virginie and Alex...missing ú;(

A moment ago, I’ve just had debated with one my friend, law school student, about why there is ECCC (Extraordinary Chamber in the Courts of Cambodia) or Khmer Rough Trail. We have our own opinions whether there is ECCC or not. Before I am an intern of ECCC, I thought like him also. There are many questions on my head, why? Why? Why? Why Khmer killed Khmer? And we don’t know why? And the word why has been everywhere and everybody’s head. Since I am an intern of ECCC, I’ve known and understood a lot of new things which I never thought so before. Whenever I am trying to as other people, they say “I’m so young to know it when you are old enough you will understand about it. Damp it!!! I will not stay still to wait until that day come; I have to figure out by myself. Some of question marks released from my head already because now I started to understand between my own world and the reality world. In my own world, I always think something with reasonable reasons and logical only; however, ...

She is just a small girl who ha a big dream to be the one who can bring PEACE to the whole world. She seems to be down and up, and she herself gets up and stands up by herself without someboyd encouraging or inspring her. Sometimes when she was down, she thought though she tried her best, it was still not work; but there was one new thought come up to tell her that it's already good enough to help them even it's just a little things as she wished, however she was a cute and hard working in their eyes so she seems to be up in the sky again and keep her dream up, stands uo for herself and the world. she wants to be a symble for other young youth in world to be like her, and she wants to other people to know that she doesn't want ot be a hero or an angel at all, she want to be a simple and a small girl who has a big big big dream; and she wants to tell others to keep their dreams up like her too. Don't ever never give up if you fail, you have to stand up again and again to...

Today I had an Intern Induction Course (11 - 13 July 2007). I was with other Int' interns-Defense, OCIJ (Office Co-Investigating Judge), OCP (Office Co-Prosecutor). First guess speech is Reach Sambath. He is a Press Officer, ECCC; and also disclose about the process of KRT (Khmer Rough Trail) or ECCC (Extraordinary Chambers of the Courts of Cambodia). If there are any people or national and international newspapers want to get information about ECCC, they have to contact him by person or on phone. If anyone of you wants to come to see ECCC as well wants to know about the process of this court; usually ECCC open to all people no matter where they come from or what nation they are on every Thursday at 9:00-11:00am, please feel free to contact me if you want more detail information. I just know one Khmer-American who got PhD of psychology from Massachusetts, US. He is really amazing to me since he is a high education, and he still wants to work in Cambodia that he will not get lot mon...

Today I invited one of new interns in my office to have dinner together at K&T restaurant; unfortunately, her phone was stolen by a very bad moto taxi. First, I really blamed on myself so much that I should knew that bad thing would happen on her since she used a good and expensive phone. I sent sms to tell the address of that restaurant; and if you couldn’t find it, you should pass your phone to moto taxi to talk to me. Damp it!!! He took her phone then dropt her in very quire and dark place. I came to a hotel that she lives; and we had dinner together and also with Tom (Big guy). Ha-ha, we also cheered up for our bad luck. Now everything was over, and she is ok now. Then I start to realize something new which is difficult to descript it. Fighting!!!

This morning I talked with Anne who is are good man encourage me so much so keep trying, and he said to me that they(ECCC) are dying to hire you as a staff here. It really pushes me up so much to go on and keep trying. I do promise to myself that I’m doing my best to do it. Most people in ECCC are really friendly and helpful. They always say “hi, how are you?” to each other Khmer either International staffs. International interns are gentlemen, friendly, cute, nice, and helpful. I do like them as my close friends, and I wish I could work with them in the future. When I start to think about our last day at ECCC, I feel so sad since I don’t want to leave them at all. I hope after I am done my internship I will be a staff of ECCC while I will be studying two universities, Law and Psychology. Cheer to myself :) It’s me !!!!! My first day I came back home late since I should help other international interns to finish some work to be done today, and I got home at 7:00pm the...

Why do i really feel so tired????????? BIG FAMILY OF PSYCHOLOGY STUDENTS!!!!!!!!! With other int' intern!!!